The title of this blog is perhaps somewhat misleading. It has little to nothing to do with kindness, except for the way I like to think I react to situations involving certain people. I sit here writing a blog after having an intense week, and after a long period of no blogging. I do feel bad that I’m using this platform to relieve stress, rather than talk about travelling. I’m going to South America in just about two weeks, and not an inch of me is excited for the trip, which probably tells you about the mood I have been in. I’ve previously written a blog on disappointments, which talks about how people can disappoint you, this is more of a part two for that.
If you are a part of my life, know that I will go to the end of the world for you, if you need me to. Whilst, I don’t expect the same from you, what I do think you should offer as a courtesy is respect and kindness. Everyone has their own story or battle or whatever that they are fighting. You don’t have the right to dictate terms to me.
You are not more entitled than me or anyone else. Learn some basic manners, and if you are lacking them, I’m sure you can go back to school and learn some. Every time you put me down, know that I will not stoop as low as you, I usually repay with kindness. Lord knows this world is lacking a lot of that.
I hate it when people say that I have a victim personality. Well, if you are told for most of your life that you are not worth it, and have been bullied to that effect, yes, the victim personality does come out. That doesn’t mean, I’m not working on making myself better. You don’t know the battles I’m fighting with myself in my mind already. If you can’t help, then don’t make it worse either.
Someone also please explain to me, why people think what they do is more important? I mean, I have a job, and do things that’s important to me, but I don’t go around saying that I don’t really care about what other people are up to or if they’ve got something to share.
I feel what hurts most, is knowing what I’d do for a person or the way I treat them, and to them I’m just a piece of ****. I feel like you probably get the gist of what I’m getting at – people are disappointing. But I just want to leave with one thing, those that hunt, can also fall prey.
Until next time (unless this is goodbye),